Tuesday, August 23, 2011

You weren't there, you didn't help me up
Instead you acted like you didn't give a fuck
Didn't matter, one way or another
You didn't offer help, didn't even bother
All you wanted was to know
Where all of it is gonna go
"Keep us posted" was what you said
Why the fuck should I? so you can be glad?
So you can finally say "I told you so!"
So you can finally see that i can't go nowhere no more?
So i come back saying that i'm sorry?
I should of listened to you, and that whole story.
You wanted me to fail, so i come apologizing
Begging you for mercy as i was agonizing
But it isn't gonna happen, i'm not gonna do it
Imma see it through that i succeed
Cuz there are people who love me and will help me do it
No matter how often i messed up
No matter how far i fall
They were always there for me
Always there when i call
I put them through pain, and i regret it
But even then what they did for me, i will never forget it
Cuz they stood by my side, through thick and thin
They watched me cry, laugh and grin
There is no side of me that they haven't seen
So as much as you wish, for your plan to work out
I wanna tell you that it won't happen
Thanks for the try though, I'm out

Monday, July 4, 2011

Oh fuck NO

What the fuck you doin writin me letters saying that your sorry?
Oh all of a sudden now you start to worry?
But i know you aint worried bout us
Your just scared for yourself cuz you bout turn to dust
Dying slowly inside and out
And sayin that you found God, fuck you talkin bout?
If God exists, he probably aint gonna answer
Why else do you think he gave you cancer?
May be its because you have left us
May be because you broke our trust
May be its cuz you burned too many bridges
And left too many hearts in bloody stitches
Remember when i was only ten?
Your drunk ass held me outta nine story window back then
Ignoring when i said put me on the ground
I hope you fucking hell bound
Screaming and asking me if i trusted that you wouldn't let me go
But i couldn't trust you, cuz you let me go long time ago
And now you tryin to make shit right
Did you think bout this shit when you decided to kite?
Yeah you gave me life, yeah you put me on the planet
But then you kitted on my ass, what the fuck? God dam it!
I just wanted to grow up, with someone for a father
And now i get a letter from his ass, and i don't even bother
You turned me to stone
And may be someday i'll forgive you, but for right now i want you to be alone